The fate strikes again yet another cold blow,
the smile turns to frown and sweet happiness turns sore,
of the dreams of happiness i had seen of before,
tears flow down my eyes like never before.
My heart......crushed drips with blood once more,
the smiles fade away yet once again,
tears of blood that reduce my vision again are in my eyes,
I cry out once again with agony and pain silenced by sighs.
My heart drowns because of the pain I feel,
destiny has yet once again put off the happy peal,
I cry today for the peoplefor i love and miss them,
today i wish i could be there when they needed me,
here i am away and happiness drawn away from me,
distances never come between happiness and love i thought,
the pain i feel now has never befor been fought.
i shall cry today for the pain caused to my loved one,
for i remember the love i shared with them under the sun.
i look at the stars, once again and i wonder.....
what pain had i caused to someone i ponder,
destiny may be bad but thius is worse,
it seems my happiness is under a curse.
today i wish that i would hide from the world,
the pain i feel now ...never been told,
for the tears i cried now are of blood,
the happiness of mine crushed while it was still a bud.
i see a world of hatred surround my loved ones,
i now feel helpless and in sorrow i drown,
if i were there i could have helped them,
my world, my family..... all of them.
but i am alone here bearing the pain,
and do not know for the pain they feel bad or worse,
i today feel shut out of my own beautiful world,
with the true colors of devil's face unfurled,
for the happiness i have share and sorrows survived,
i see in my life no hope or any light,
darkness surrounds me from all the sides,
I wonder where i should go for I am alone,
sitting in my own blood covered with thorns as my throne.
for the first time in my life i wish i would die,
lying in my own pool of blood once again I cry.