I am null and void.
hopelessly alone,
unhappy in my shell of despair.
A torn and shattered girl,
ripped apart and thrown to rot.
I hate myself.
I want to tear my eyes out.
I never want to see my imperfections.
Take me away from this torturous life,
The demented lie to my face.
Telling me obscurities that contradict everything I have been told.
I hate myself.
Take me away.
I want to scream out.
I have been leashed,
my freedom taken away from me.
Mainly by those that throw me against my wall of never-ending distrust.
I have been pulled,
More like dragged away from my comforting solitude.
Ignorance of those that pick at me,
Lets me know,
That I am not able to get me out.
They....are me.
I hate myself.